And we're off.

So we are about ready to go off to bed. We have to be up at 5 am to hit the road by 6am and check in for our early morning flight. Oy. This early morning kind of thing is not my strong point.

But on the bright side, Christopher is so psyched about this trip. I was able to get a good deal on the hotel and rental car - which is a good thing as hotels in Chicago are crazy expensive! I am feeling a little sick to my stomach right now - worried about getting everything together for the trip and getting there on time. But knowing our kiddo is so excited helps alot.

I think I am also feeling a little stressed about getting this "right." I mean, I have so many questions to ask - I really need to be focused, and my mind is all over the place right now. It really does help to be back at work in terms of keeping my mind from dwelling on all this IF stuff, but days like today, I feel like I was shot out of a blender at high speed. Remember I was complaining about not having enough patients? Well, never mind. Census is back up and the work is coming in. Along with the patient from hell I had to d/c today because he has started hitting his therapists!

So, I guess I was hoping to feel so together, and instead, I'm feeling very scattered.

Breathe. I know. One step at a time.

Got to get to bed now. I'll post more when we return Saturday.

-kelly